Friday, December 17, 2010

gorram it. joss whedon did it again. and so as to not spoil things, that is all.

in other news: i hate dance schools with burning passion.
would rather not dwell on that. so moving on, again.

wow has been fun. e20 v.5 has gotten me interested again. not enough points in mage to do anything that i really want to do. directionless in vampire.

blink blink... 2 rudds in idaho... blink blink...

got a roomie( http://benadiction.blogspot.com/). the streets have been fighting.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

and on and on

finals week.
sometimes i blog when im stressed.
do it to procrastinate. do it to clear my head. do it because its valuable.

mathematical physics. monday 9am
optics. tuesday 1pm.
modern physics. wednesday 3pm
trans-siberian orchestra. thursday 10am
wife graduation ceremony. friday 3pm
not looking forward to it. should be working on it now. but thats what i do. i put things off until the last minute, panic, go into tests all out of sorts, do a crap job...
wonder what im doing.
get upset with myself for being lame.
i could have just not been lame in the first place.

playtesting ravenloft 4E. NDAs being what they are, thats about all i can say.
working on some other ideas for games. mostly mechanics. trying to make things better
found people who are still playing 3.5e. gives me a chance to flex the optimization muscles again. feels good.

"dont tell anyone i was noble"

Saturday, November 20, 2010

living in a modern age.
i dont have to watch TV anymore.
i now officially have an htpc.
needs some tweaking. gotta improve on the 10 foot interface.
but its freakin sweet.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

loss of a loved one...

i feel like ive lost a pet.
i was working on a lab report for Modern Physics when i decided i needed some music...
"unable to locate library file"
thats odd. i wonder if my Loft computer got turned off, or shut down after an update or something...
hmm... the light is on, but i dont hear as much noise as usual.
:: wiggle the mouse... hit the spacebar ::
try a hard reset...
nothing...

so. this was my play computer. not the computer i played on, that would be the one from which im posting now. but the one i played with.
it was networked... as far as i ever cared to take it. i could dial into from my phone anywhere i went. i could look at that desktop, access whatever was stored there.
i used to for holding my music and books and would pull them up from any other computer in the house... or even amanda listening to our music at work...
it ran a Ventrilo server. that was my most recent project. sure, its limited to 8 people, and therefore not really useful for raiding, but whatever.
it would have been my home theater PC if it wasn't just easier to use the xbox360. it was set up on the flat panel tv in the loft.
i used it to look up character stats and rules and such while playing dnd.
it ran as a maptools server allowing my friends to play together even tho they were many miles apart.
i broadcasted internet radio...
this machine wasnt a servant, it was a friend.
this is the one on which we watched general conference.
i adopted amanda's old computer and turned it into not only something useful, but something fun. it might have gotten thrown away. maybe given away, 'its old and slow'.
but we had good times.
im sure the drives are still good. i dont imagine that pulling the data off will be very challenging... time consuming yes. but thats not the point.
this is the machine that hosted a friend in indonesia so she could listen to pandora...
it was my project computer. he helped me learn about what i can do. we grew together.

take care Lofty. i'll miss you

Friday, June 11, 2010

amazons and sleep dep.

in class. skipped yesterday for meagans grad party. was good to hang with family. was sad that amanda wasnt there.
didnt sleep tuesday night. its been a long time since ive done that. totally screwed up wednesday for me. i still kinda feel off.
getting closer to understanding number theory. at least im seeing a few of the connections.

...days later, feeling better. hope my midterm goes alright tomorrow.

started playing final fantasy tactics on the psp. i think thats how i get my tabletop on... sad. but not too sad.

Monday, April 26, 2010

will this be better than LJ? who knows? what i do know is that i need to get back in the habit. gotta start teh journal up again too.

i gave a talk sunday.
perfecting the saints. think i went pretty well. bolted just after, to get to the last show of menopause the musical... again.
working grease today and tomorrow. got the call 4 hours out. wow... just wow.