so far behind. so much to say.

im too cool to stand in line at a club.

orlando traffic hated me last night.

i made up a card game. pretty good. needs to be tested.

im grateful for my friends.

rough week.

rain and cold and damage and pain.

still recovering. working on it.

wednesday morning on my way to work i slipped on the iced steps of mom's house...

bruised my backside, scratched my leg up. later i discovered i fragged my hard drive.

back has gotten worse all week.

thursday i hit myself in the head with a board with a rusty nail in it.

planted some trees friday inbetween work and uverse installation.

im laid up on the couch right now...

will be better soon.

posthumous

my father passed away on the 4th.
today im checking his mail and removing him from mailing lists...
there is an invoice from popular science... for a gift subscription... for me.
wow. best dad ever.
when i was a child my dad always took me to Ridgewood Barber to get my haircuts.
he would usually also schedule his haircuts at the same time, so we took turns waiting for the other person to get their hair cut by this old man with wild white hair.
he was a pretty nice guy and all, but to pass the time i would read popular science and popular mechanics. pretty awesome stuff. it was the 80s, so i got to read about stealth technology and other such developments.
anyway. its the future and my dad got me a popular science subscription, presumably for my upcoming birthday. my dad is dead and is still doing awesome stuff.
thank you, dad.

ive thought a million billion thoughts in the last week. the time to record them escapes me. this is a promise to come back here more often.

gorram it. joss whedon did it again. and so as to not spoil things, that is all.

in other news: i hate dance schools with burning passion.

would rather not dwell on that. so moving on, again.

wow has been fun. e20 v.5 has gotten me interested again. not enough points in mage to do anything that i really want to do. directionless in vampire.

blink blink... 2 rudds in idaho... blink blink...

got a roomie( http://benadiction.blogspot.com/). the streets have been fighting.

and on and on

finals week.

sometimes i blog when im stressed.

do it to procrastinate. do it to clear my head. do it because its valuable.

mathematical physics. monday 9am

optics. tuesday 1pm.

modern physics. wednesday 3pm

trans-siberian orchestra. thursday 10am

wife graduation ceremony. friday 3pm

not looking forward to it. should be working on it now. but thats what i do. i put things off until the last minute, panic, go into tests all out of sorts, do a crap job...

wonder what im doing.

get upset with myself for being lame.

i could have just not been lame in the first place.

playtesting ravenloft 4E. NDAs being what they are, thats about all i can say.

working on some other ideas for games. mostly mechanics. trying to make things better

found people who are still playing 3.5e. gives me a chance to flex the optimization muscles again. feels good.

"dont tell anyone i was noble"

living in a modern age.

i dont have to watch TV anymore.

i now officially have an htpc.

needs some tweaking. gotta improve on the 10 foot interface.

but its freakin sweet.